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I am here but you are not

I’m improving, healing. But you have no idea how I’m going crazy inside. I have never been this inactive for this long. I miss playing soccer and going for runs. I miss the feel of pure adrenaline pumping through my whole body. I miss that feeling of my heart beating fast and hard in my chest. I miss getting sweaty from a workout and not from the heat outside. I feel trapped and I just wanna yell at the top of my lungs “Why me? I take care of myself and try to be nice to ppl”. But I know it could be worse like what happened to the ppl in Boston, which is why I don’t say anything and keep it inside…